3.21.2002

i've been so tired this week...

reason? well, i started working this monday at 8 stinkin' A.M.! man, my body doesn't function before 11am, and i don't think my brain functions before noon time. ahhh!!!! this work thing is litterally sucking my life outta me... but without this job, my bank account would be suck out of its life, which will lead to sucking my life out... hmmm. not a fun situation to be in.

it's funny, though, cuz i think i would rather work then just bum around the house. i mean my body is taking a beating trying to get used to this switch of time zone (i had a bloody nose yesterday... ), but it's a satisfying feeling to know that i am providing for myself. i am making a living with my own sweat and blood like adam used to (did i tell you it's an office job). i feel more like a real man these days... haha.

wait, right. before i get too far and deserve to get struck by God, i wanna thank God for this answered prayer. thank you Lord. you've provided for me once again. i know always forget to trust you, but you never forget to remind me of that fact.

help me to continue to trust you even thru the nite, and let me remember that i do not walk on my own strength during the day.