12.13.2003

i'm running out of patience really easily these days...
i think the status of my knee is really getting to my head. it's kinda sad cuz when i was on crutches, all i wanted was to be able to walk w/out them. that's all i wanted.
well now that i'm off my crutches, i can't wait to get this stpuid brace off of my knee. arghhh!!!
i still can't drive myself around and even walking is difficult as all the hobbling around has started to hurt my lower back. even my neck hurts these days.
i need a thankful attitude. i need to pray for a thankful attitude. i need to preach to myself that thankfulness is not dependent on what my current condition may be. arghhh... it's hard.
thankful heart... arghh...
tension.