3.26.2002

i-fang told me that my blog is just another ESPN wanna-be page where guys who have nothing else to do watch TV all day and blabber on about sports... well, what she said is true... but not the whole truth. you see, people really don't know who i am, and that's not their fault because alot of times i show people alittle part of who i really am. yes, i love sports, and yes, i wish i can write like dan the man about sports or anything else in life. i like reading dan's blog. i mean he writes those really long blogs, but i feel like i'm reading a good book when i read his blog. once you start, he won't let you put it down.
winston told me that i have my own flavor too. "dude, i could totally tell that you are a FOB". thanks winston. you encourage me so much...
sometimes i have this great topic to talk about, but after a couple of lines, i hit the backspace button more then the alphabet keys. frustration. sense of failure. arghh... i know that i'm not getting a grade for writing blog, but sometimes i get so discouraged from writing. it's not so much that i'm ashamed of all of my spelling errors and grammar mistakes, but not being able to explian what's in my head is what frustrates me more. a lot of times, i find myself in this deep thinking mode and come to a realization about a truth in life, but i hesitate to put it in words because the chances of me relaying that message clearly the first time is slim. this problem gets, of course, magnified when i have to write/type it down for people to read.

ok, so this blog entry may not make any sense to you. i thik it has to do with the fact that i'm really tired. i've gotten 5 hours of sleep last nite and am seating here with a blood shot eyes writing to y'all. enjoy your spring break cuz once you ain't a student no mo, there ain't no spring break for ya.
man, 1 more hour till lunch break. i think i'm gonna go home and take a nap...

hey, girl in red. it's on if you are down. thursday sounds great.